My Feeling and Inner Thought..

Ok after much considerations and courage gathering..
I would like to confess in here that I am gay..
Yeah gay, mean I like guy which is same sex as me..
I made this decision to write it here because
after I read some people blog which are very frank
of expressing their sexuality..

I start to think how nice it is to do that..
Then I think I should do that long time ago..
As this is MY blog so I should have able to
write what I like in my own blog..
If any readers that don't like what I wrote then they can kindly click away..

You know it kind of very frustrating to not be able to express my inner-self..
As I can't express it in real life then at least I should be able to express it here..
If not soon I will become crazy with all this feeling bottled up.
And it was my reason of opening this blog in the 1st place..
That is to express thing that I can't express it directly in RL..

You know when someone always talk about girlfriend or about girls time..
It make me think how nice it is to have someone that can talk
to you about all this gay thing without avoiding the subject
or feeling uncomfortable of it..
Arghh hope to find a gay friend in my campus soon
So we can share our feeling and thought..

It really lonely to be alone in this all straight environment..
My best gay friend is at oversea now so it hard to contact each other..
Last time we can chat of this thing together so I don't feel lonely..
But after awhile not be able to says anything..
It started to get frustrating and lonely..

Oh ya about the picture on the right hand side is a picture
that I stumbled on someone website..
I quickly save it down my computer because this guy really handsome le..
He really like a character from anime.
Can't believe a real person can be this beautiful.

Ok when talking about my love life..
I have none.. Yeah NONE..
Firstly it because my gaydar is not operational
Or should I say I don't know how to use it..
It mean that I don't know how to see or know
whether someone is gay or not..
So single lo until now.. haiz..

Okla let talk about other thing now..
Sad news..
Yasmin Ahmad had passed away.. T.T Wish her RIP in heaven.
I was really shocked when I heard the news of her death..
Which is after over 1 weeks of her death..
Well my hostel no TV and I don't buy newspaper..
So I a bit late receiving the news..

I really like her works especially the commercials done by her..
I have never seen movies that directed by her yet..
Through someone blog I stumbled upon one of the advertisement
done by her for the Singapore government.

This is one of the advertisement..

It a bit funny yet touching advertisement..

I think I will end my post here..
Happy reading and have a nice day..