Wow..

Wow.. It been ages since I came here to write something..

Sorry to covey n miku for not replying.. hehe

Yea I plan to stop thinking too much and just live my life

and focus more on NOW..

As for studying I not sure why I faced failure only

will push me to do something.. haiz

This sem is the sem I attend class the most.. hehe..

Hopefully as I got attend class I will absorb more knowledge

or wisdom(keke..) to pass..

And I really really wan to pass coz I dont wan to see

the QT2 n Law anymore..

Enough for gloomy thing..

Recently I seldom play game le

BUT found another outlet that are almost

same addictive as the game which mean BAD to my study..

And that thing is Fanfiction..

After finish watching Supernatural I went online

to search for any story written by fan

and since then I been addicted to it.. keke

Now I not only read Supernatural but also other fictions..

My favorite is slash and u wan to know watz that..

then the internet will be ur best frenz.. go search it urself la.

I think that all for now..

Good day.

This is something I found about Twilight..

It short but funny n I like it.. hehe

Story Notes: This is two letters that are passed between Edward and Jacob. They are delivered years after Breaking Dawn when Renesmee is a teenager.

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Dear Jacob,

I win.

Edward

Dear Edward,

I made out with your wife twice, and now I'm sleeping with your daughter. I think I win.

Jacob

Purpose of Life?

Recently not sure why I keep thinking of this question.
What is the purpose of my life?
Yea I know what ppl always say study lo..
But I keep thinking ok study then get a job..
then after that what?

It not that I'm complaining it just suddenly recently
I keep having this thought so I want to write it down here.
Ok back to the question..
I always have the thought that most gay relationship
won't stay long because we can't have child.
I always think that most hetero relationship stay on bcoz
when they get married adi then there is nothing new
in the relationship anymore, that when babies make thing new.

This is what most human attitude, always get bored with 1 objects
very fast then they will find a new objects to place their attention to.
That what I think of hetero relationship, when the relationship cool adi
then when they have kids it spice their life up.

So that it why I think gay lose in this aspect(in our country la).
Because when the relationship long adi things start to get bored.
You know when it like all the thing done in the relationship
become a routine. So that when ppl in the relationship start
to find something new.

So that is why I'm afraid of becoming one as well.
I always hear all my gay fren end up the same so that why I don't hope much.
So that where my question came in.
What the goals in my life?
Study then get a job then get in the cycle of gay relationship then what?
In Malaysia we don't have the choice of getting married and adoption.

Don't give me d answer where "Get out of this country lo"
Bcoz for me I don't know whether I can do that or not.

Haiz I think recently I start having deep thought coz I keeping myself
in my room too long. Hehe now after writhing all this make me homesick liao.

Arghhh..

Recently I feel like fed up of everything..
My life, social life , and love life, and also school life.
Everything I also fed up.
The school is mostly because of myself,
which also make myself fed up of myself.

I really miss my middle school life
but since I can't go back to past,
so I will have to face reality.
I really feel like I need a way to vent
all my frustration and not to blame other.

I won't say myself is in depression
but just in a difficult situation that I brought upon myself.
And I also don't know why I just refuse to collect myself up
and move forward to the life.

Nothing much happened..

Well it been so long that I updated my blog..
Mostly because there is nothing much happen in my life right now.
Most of the day I will just go to class(or skip class^^)..
Then go back home to surf web or play game..
Now recently I even tired of playing game
So now I'm turning to watching movie.
And then start another day just like that.
But at the same time I kind of also appreciate this kind of life
although I know it not healthy.

My social site that I used to finding a boyfriend?
Well I kind of never went to it anymore..
Because mostly people that find me there?
Mostly not my type (well except Ed).

And I know it not time to be picky..
But I really just can't imagine (no offense) any of them being my bf..
So now I am kind of in the mode of let time decide..
Maybe I will try finding after I graduate and start to work.

School life? Well overwhelming but the problem lie on me..
It kind of like I refuse to spend time to organize my school work.
But now seem like the due date is approaching
I have to do everything so that not to pull down my team mates.

Well that all and have a nice day everyone.

Thanks to everyone.

Thanks to everyone for today for the trip to Ipoh coz I am having fun..
I especially like the trip to the temple at Ipoh that have a cave..
Since it been a long time since I exercise so that climbing the stairs
really help me but it also make me want to quickly go back and have a bath..

And the view from top is quite nice but unfortunately I only get to take
a few nice picture because my handphone don't have flash.
And the funny thing is that I saw one writing that are very interesting
to me and I won't write it here why and I think people that know me will
know why.

Then we go watch Legion at Jaya Jusco.
I feel this movie not so nice lo..
Because to me I feel like the whole movie no meaning one..

But nevertheless I have a lot of fun time with everyone.. ^^
Have a nice day..

The writing that interest me.

The view from the top.

Sorry.

Sorry to my beloved^^ classmates because of my constant promises breaking.
But today I really don't feel like going.
I am aware of my attitude that always break promises that I made..
And yes I am not very proud of it so that why I had been always
constantly remind myself to keep my promises
if not then don't make promise.

But since this attitude is stuck to me since I was kid
so that why it take some time for me to break that attitude.
I will or must break this attitude as this concern my future as well..
As everyone said business or in my case future marketer is all about trust.
So I need to always keep my promise.

Have a nice day..

What happened in my holiday..

Well 1st of all I can't get to online coz my laptop been sent to repair.
Now after get it back after almost 2 weeks my wifi has back to normal.
Then my CNY cloths have been bought lo.. I quite like it a lot.. ^^

The bad thing is that I failed my OB which I have the
confidence of passing it.. *cry*
So last monday I go back to Kampar to fill in form
to ask the uni to review the result.
I just wish that the uni can at least let us pay it through mail
rather than need us to go all the way to the Finance Department
for payment which is troublesome..

And I lost my pencil box(I think I left it in uni) *wail*
I really like that pencil box.. It stay with me for since I'm Form 1.
So when going back Kampar this Sunday the 1st thing to do is
try to find back my precious pencil box. *pray hard*
I never forget about my pencil box before so I don't know why
I can forget about it.. I am so sorry pencil box.. T.T

Luckily my other 2 subjects result is ok..
but my GPA and CGPA is below 2.
So now in second probation..
And worse my next semestter got 5 subjects
so from now on I cannot take it easy anymore.